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Jan. 11th, 2017 04:12 am
malapropian: (ampersand)
Ha, so I haven't talked here in forever. And I've been sort of ignoring the Naruto fandom while I licked my wounds over my ex partner cheating on me with a cosplayer of some notoriety. (And even though my ex is aware of this journal, I hope that they've got better things to do than read my personal shit.)

Then I tumbled into MCU and Hobbit and finally Teen Wolf in 2014... where I wrote almost 170k over the last two years. Who knew I had that in me? Definitely not me.

So over the last few years, I've written a lot, made friends, lost friends, started drama, moved houses, and gotten engaged to someone wonderful. (And I'm working on some personal things like changing my name and presenting as male, so there's that.)

It was sort of on a lark that I decided to finally post what I had of that old kakasaku apocafic. When I checked out the old comms, there hadn't been activity in forever. But I should have had faith. :P When I looked today, there were posts! It's a shame that I'm too late to do the LFS challenge, but ah well.

Hmm. I guess in a few minutes, I'll crosspost my Naruto fics here... for no one to find because who the fuck uses DW anymore?

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Apr. 23rd, 2013 12:43 pm
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I guess I'm done feeling sorry for myself and forgetting my woes with The Hobbit (film) slash. I've reached the point when certain words just don't look real anymore.

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Dec. 6th, 2012 11:04 pm
malapropian: (anatomyheartu)
This weekend looks like it'll be a little busy with errands and my partner's birthday (the big 3-6) and attempting to make the house less hoarders-ish. (It's not nearly as bad as the houses in the show, but there's a lot of clutter. I think the unfolded laundry on my loveseat has gained sentience and formed a government by now).

I have so much holiday baking to do, and I don't even celebrate Christmas! *shrugs* At least, I like cookies and gingerbread and fruit cake.

Writing anything is on the back burner, but I made a good start on in a few days ago. Unfortunately, I keep having ideas. My next project might be a series of tiny moments based on Richard Siken's poems.

/keels over

Oct. 19th, 2012 03:38 am
malapropian: from Wonder Falls (cow of pain)
My stomach fucking hates me. Everything I eat lately seems to rebel against being in me, so I've been playing too much Guild Wars and staying up late because I can't stand the thought of laying down when I feel this way.


Grr. Argh.

Sep. 19th, 2012 07:17 pm
malapropian: from Ouran High School Host Club (comfort food)
I promise that I am not dead.

I just really feel that way sometimes.

Bleh. /keels over


May. 26th, 2012 07:29 pm
malapropian: from Ouran High School Host Club (comfort food)
Life is kicking me all over my ass.

Also, alcohol =/= medication, but powerade is delicious.
Wow. Life has been pretty busy. I'm glad that the semester is almost over, and that my club adviser responsibilities will be mostly over until August.

*throws a party*

Have a poem that I desperately wish I'd written. It has so many things that I've thought that I had vague thoughts the writer had been stalking me... just kidding?

Mon Semblable
by Stephen Dunn

I like things my way
every chance I get.
A limit doesn’t exist

when it comes to that.
But please, don’t confuse
what I say with honesty.

Isn’t honesty the open yawn
the unimaginable love
more than truth?

Anonymous among strangers
I look for those
with hidden wings,

and for scars
that those who once had wings
can’t hide.

Though I know it’s unfair,
I reveal myself
one mask at a time.

Does this appeal to you,
such slow disclosures,
a lifetime perhaps

of almost knowing one another?
I would hope you, too,
would hold something back,

and that you’d always want
whatever unequal share
you had style enough to get.

Altruism is for those
who can’t endure their desires.
There’s a world

as ambiguous as a moan,
a pleasure moan
our earnest neighbors

might think a crime.
It’s where we could live.
I’ll say I love you,

which will lead, of course,
to disappointment,
but those words unsaid

poison every next moment.
I will try to disappoint you
better than anyone ever has.


Mar. 28th, 2012 11:39 am
malapropian: from Ouran High School Host Club (comfort food)
Not like a sheep. Like humbug.

I had to turn down an assignment because I lack the physical ability to lift what I need: large, heavy bags of stuff.

This is kind of... fucking depressing. What's the point of having a job if I need to turn down assignments like this? It still means the same thing in the end - no money.


Mar. 19th, 2012 04:07 pm
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Last week was busy beyond belief and full of sleep deprivation and manual labor.

So much manual labor, in fact, that I couldn't really type until I recovered sufficiently. I think my hands are well enough to type now. Especially if I don't use my thumbs for anything. :/

I'm totally behind on all my reading (fic and otherwise), but in other news I finally received my Republic of Tea catalog and sample! Yay! It's an Earl Greyer, so I'm pretty happy about it. I've been meaning to try it out to see if it's enough bergamot for me (I like disgusting amounts of bergamot).

It's summer in Georgia now, which means the house is hot and terrible because our central air conditioning barely manages to make a breeze most days. This makes me a sad panda. Maybe I'll move the computer downstairs where it's marginally cooler... decisions decisions.
Um. Yes. Good news.

I have a temporary job. It might turn into a not-so temporary job. I'm at least guaranteed 15-24 hours at a wage higher than the minimum. There are a bunch of problems in keeping said job, but I hope I'll be able to figure those out.

Life has been shitty for the last two years, and the last six month have been particularly hard. Probably why I chose to bury myself in fandom and ignore real life. Things have been improving slowly since the new year started. I would really like it if that trend continues.

In other news, I've been watching live videos of "Terrible Love" because of Matt Berninger's habit of weaving dangerously through the crowd and across the venue - all while trailing his super long microphone cord.


Mar. 3rd, 2012 03:30 am
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Some of the surrounding towns have tornado warnings, and I guess there's a storm? It seems to be mostly rain with a little thunder. Obviously, I'm still on the internet, but I'm debating shutting my pc down. Oh decisions...

Who am I kidding? The computer is staying on, and I'll continue with my evening as planned. I should be writing or even working on my resume instead of catching up on my reading, but my productivity levels are inversely proportional to my wakefulness right now.

It sure would be nice to be able to sleep at a normal time though. :/ I mean, I have sleeping meds and everything, but you couldn't prove it by me.